It's 13 days today since I found her online, my submissive baby girl or as I call her baby girl and in that time we have messaged every day , e mailed ever day and discussed every subject a Daddy and his baby girl could , from her needs an desires through clothes , lingerie, sex toys, spanking implements, fav holidays, daily routine, food likes, and on and on and we have not yet run out of things to talk about and never will.
The conversation comes very easily , she is respectful as she should be but is able to ask me anything she needs to and to get answers and decisions , she makes suggestions and we discuss and I decide , we have rules which we have discussed and I have decided will apply. She is smart, intelligent, sassy, very funny, has ideas and opinions and is inventive , creative, talented but has found what she was seeking a Dominant Daddy who will give her loving Dominance which she needs to be the person she is and to be happy and fulfilled.
She is not the first submissive woman I have had a relationship with but she will be the last, I have found my soul mate that one special person and yes there will be problems and ups and downs, we will be tested but we will get through all that together.
Thursday, 21 July 2011
Sunday, 17 July 2011
8 DAYS IN JULY
I've been thinking about the events of the past week and also about my submissive baby girl , I call her baby girl but she is submissive as she makes clear in her blog which is posted on this site and is in my view highly readable (but then I would say that).
So has the euphoria worn off , yes and no, do I still get the shivers when she whispers "Yes Daddy" yes I do but I am no longer as totally stunned as I was earlier in the week trying to make out if this was a sophisticated deception or real. Lucky for me it's real !.
This has been replaced by a deeper sense of connection , we IM , e mail and speak every day, in fact if you mapped a time line for our contact across any of the past 8 days you would see it develop and from Tuesday of this week on there would be phone calls as well. This sense of connection is intense and deepening with each day as we learn more about each other and I come to appreciate the unique and beautiful person I have been so lucky to meet.
The true test I is not when you are with the person but away from them , because there is a 5 hour time difference there is a period when either one of us is asleep and then we are separated by the time and the distance and then you have a chance to reflect and upon reflection ask yourself the question how do I feel ?.
Now thats easy, I miss her ......
So has the euphoria worn off , yes and no, do I still get the shivers when she whispers "Yes Daddy" yes I do but I am no longer as totally stunned as I was earlier in the week trying to make out if this was a sophisticated deception or real. Lucky for me it's real !.
This has been replaced by a deeper sense of connection , we IM , e mail and speak every day, in fact if you mapped a time line for our contact across any of the past 8 days you would see it develop and from Tuesday of this week on there would be phone calls as well. This sense of connection is intense and deepening with each day as we learn more about each other and I come to appreciate the unique and beautiful person I have been so lucky to meet.
The true test I is not when you are with the person but away from them , because there is a 5 hour time difference there is a period when either one of us is asleep and then we are separated by the time and the distance and then you have a chance to reflect and upon reflection ask yourself the question how do I feel ?.
Now thats easy, I miss her ......
Friday, 15 July 2011
Wednesday, 13 July 2011
What I LOVE ! about my submissive baby girl
What do I love about my submissive baby girl ?
Well the list would run to several pages , google would grind to a halt trying to retrive all the data , really yes it would and even then there would be something remaining that I had not listed or described because I simply do not have the words too describe what it is... I love about my submissive girl.
Well I'll give a flavour , she is intelligent , she has a glorious sense of humour, she is thoughtful, imaginative, she is in my view quite the most beautiful woman I have ever met , I love her submission to me, her need, her desires, her giggle, her laugh, her voice, the way when she days "Daddy" her voice dips unconciously it sends shivers through me to hear her say that, I love all of her she is the closest person to me in this world my soul, my submissive baby girl !.
Let the cynics laugh, let the sceptics point out the pitfalls, the dangers, let them smile knowingly because I know when I look into those eyes and she whispers to me "Yes Daddy" that she is the one I have searched for in vain for a long long time, we are happy. Those of you who have found their one will know what I describe , the unalloyed joy of finding that one person who was meant for you.
If you want to get a hint as to what I mean read her blog and enjoy send her comments etc she will reply having asked me if she may which is as it should be between us, it's as we wish it.
Well the list would run to several pages , google would grind to a halt trying to retrive all the data , really yes it would and even then there would be something remaining that I had not listed or described because I simply do not have the words too describe what it is... I love about my submissive girl.
Well I'll give a flavour , she is intelligent , she has a glorious sense of humour, she is thoughtful, imaginative, she is in my view quite the most beautiful woman I have ever met , I love her submission to me, her need, her desires, her giggle, her laugh, her voice, the way when she days "Daddy" her voice dips unconciously it sends shivers through me to hear her say that, I love all of her she is the closest person to me in this world my soul, my submissive baby girl !.
Let the cynics laugh, let the sceptics point out the pitfalls, the dangers, let them smile knowingly because I know when I look into those eyes and she whispers to me "Yes Daddy" that she is the one I have searched for in vain for a long long time, we are happy. Those of you who have found their one will know what I describe , the unalloyed joy of finding that one person who was meant for you.
If you want to get a hint as to what I mean read her blog and enjoy send her comments etc she will reply having asked me if she may which is as it should be between us, it's as we wish it.
Tuesday, 12 July 2011
My submisisve baby girl
A week is often said to be a long time in politics but it's nothing to 6 days in life when you meet someone you connect with and find as you chat you have so much in common with , you agree so much with, their personality comes through across the space between you leaping off the screen at you. So at first you are sceptical then the realisation grows as you chat exchange ideas , routine stuff, likes dislikes , hard limits etc it all cascades like a roller coaster.
Well it's happened to me and I never saw it coming what started off as a simple message on CM to Daddy ??? has in 6 short days brought me together with my baby girl, my submissive baby girl as she is more widely know through her blog. Thing is I'm not 19 , I'm world weary and cynical , cautious by nature , and with a healthy degree of cynicism but she is even better than I dared hope , I was looking for a submissive woman with personality , a soul match, not a shadow or just an online ghost but someone who is serious and who I could make that mental connection with first.
I've found her , yes I hear the cries thundering across the net " no fool like an old fool" but better to take a chance as we all do when meeting someone at a social event , a bar or wherever we do than to be alone aloof , cold and right , yes no one can get to me thats because your heart is dead there is no you to get to.
The whole of life is a risk , will there be problems yes, will there be tears yes when I spank her when she needs it , but really yes there is a risk but you have to decide that for yourselves not remain locked away in your profile a pale imitation of life , look at what makes us human and go on risk it.
We are happy and I'm sure my baby girl will say if she is not, she's no shrinking shadow , no cypher, she's real, witty , bratty, talented, intelligent, cultured, sophisicated, DDG ( drop dead gorgeous) a woman who has given me the greatest gift any submissive can, her submission, and I will care for her , decide for her, cherish, nuture and love her.
Who knows if it will last we will do all we can to make it last, how long do relationships last founded on a few drunken or drugged encounters ? some years some just as long as it takes to come round ! We are happy if you are not then go and seek your "One" I have found mine .....
Well it's happened to me and I never saw it coming what started off as a simple message on CM to Daddy ??? has in 6 short days brought me together with my baby girl, my submissive baby girl as she is more widely know through her blog. Thing is I'm not 19 , I'm world weary and cynical , cautious by nature , and with a healthy degree of cynicism but she is even better than I dared hope , I was looking for a submissive woman with personality , a soul match, not a shadow or just an online ghost but someone who is serious and who I could make that mental connection with first.
I've found her , yes I hear the cries thundering across the net " no fool like an old fool" but better to take a chance as we all do when meeting someone at a social event , a bar or wherever we do than to be alone aloof , cold and right , yes no one can get to me thats because your heart is dead there is no you to get to.
The whole of life is a risk , will there be problems yes, will there be tears yes when I spank her when she needs it , but really yes there is a risk but you have to decide that for yourselves not remain locked away in your profile a pale imitation of life , look at what makes us human and go on risk it.
We are happy and I'm sure my baby girl will say if she is not, she's no shrinking shadow , no cypher, she's real, witty , bratty, talented, intelligent, cultured, sophisicated, DDG ( drop dead gorgeous) a woman who has given me the greatest gift any submissive can, her submission, and I will care for her , decide for her, cherish, nuture and love her.
Who knows if it will last we will do all we can to make it last, how long do relationships last founded on a few drunken or drugged encounters ? some years some just as long as it takes to come round ! We are happy if you are not then go and seek your "One" I have found mine .....
Sunday, 10 July 2011
A start
It's not easy to start again , to trust to expose yourself to the vagaries of life especially on a personal basis and especially in a world that sometimes reacts badly to difference to anyhting deemed outside of the norm. But a few weeks ago I decided I would and opened an account on collarme.com and posted a profile , edited it over a few days until I was happy with it and had a look around. Well all human life is there a reflection of the rest of our world and I met up with some nice people enjoyed a few intelligent chats and exchanged messages with quite a few people mostly as a result of me reading profiles and sending messages.
If you don't ask you don't get , and if you don't try it won't happen, I did with one partuclar profile BellaLuna11 the single question was "Daddy?..." and that got my attention not sure why there was something about it and the profile pic that intrigued so I sent a one or two liner message after reading her profile, I wanted to know more , there was something that came across to me that whisperd interesting a person, instead of a meaningless wish list taken from a BDSM porn site.(Not specific to any one person)
Over the next couple of days we chatted for hours though I didn't partuclarly notice and I found out more, the more I found out about her the more I liked, we discussed her profile, her needs, desires and what brought her to the site collarme.com and what she was missing from her life.
Before any more photos there was the beginings of a conection , there was that spark of an attraction to a peronality this was a mind I liked ! not a wannabe not a timewaster an online ghost but a real woman wanting needing control and stability and limits and to be cared for.
Now there is a very definite connection and she blogs here you may be reading her blogs.
If you don't ask you don't get , and if you don't try it won't happen, I did with one partuclar profile BellaLuna11 the single question was "Daddy?..." and that got my attention not sure why there was something about it and the profile pic that intrigued so I sent a one or two liner message after reading her profile, I wanted to know more , there was something that came across to me that whisperd interesting a person, instead of a meaningless wish list taken from a BDSM porn site.(Not specific to any one person)
Over the next couple of days we chatted for hours though I didn't partuclarly notice and I found out more, the more I found out about her the more I liked, we discussed her profile, her needs, desires and what brought her to the site collarme.com and what she was missing from her life.
Before any more photos there was the beginings of a conection , there was that spark of an attraction to a peronality this was a mind I liked ! not a wannabe not a timewaster an online ghost but a real woman wanting needing control and stability and limits and to be cared for.
Now there is a very definite connection and she blogs here you may be reading her blogs.
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